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The Journey
My eyes twitch nervously around the hall. I’m sweating and it’s not from the 35º heat. Looking down, the words on the page say “Final Exam” but all I see is “End Game”.
Breathing deeply, I hope the air will clear my mind. I close my eyes to escape the claustrophobia.
I open my eyes and I’m no longer in the rapidly shrinking hall. I look around and there is a purple sky, like the blue of day and black of sky are mixing together and creating a perfect evening. But not so for me. My mind feels like it is imprisoned and can not leave the thoughts of the exam I am about to do.
I feel like I’m falling, but my feet are firmly planted on the dark green grass. I turn around to see behind me and I see a small clearing and some light peeking though the trees. I ignore my fear and begin to tread the ground that separates me from the light.
As I arrive at the trees, I hear something move some dried leaves that have fallen in autumn. A shadowed figure app
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I crawl up into a corner, hoping to be unnoticed, when out from the dark the monster from my nightmares come to me, you.
You tell me things, things from my past, that I'd rather forget. You draw me into the darkness with you, then I become everything you are. I become my worst fears.
I'm my worst fear, I run from myself because I'm afraid. Of what might happen if I let myself go. The darkness comsumes me.
I become what you are, a monster that drags you to becoming their worst fears. Themselves.
But my savour, my love, the one I admire from afar comes and saves me from myself.
The irony.
He grabs my hand and tells me to run, my knight in shinning armor, I tell him not to, I don't need another hero to save my soul. He tells me that he's not helping me, but only himself.
Then the pains of my life murder the evil that has it's grasp upon him as well as me.
There can't be any evil, for I am the source of evil itself, I grab the sword off the wall and promise the man next to me that this
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Murder Mystery Story
Glass crackles and crunches under my boots as I walk through the halls of this broken home.
I step on something uneven. As I lift my foot I see a joyful scene. Sigh, I bend over and pick up the broken picture frame. They look so happy. Holding champagne and celebrating with their friends and family.
"Fools," I mutter. I stand up and place the cracked picture and place it on a nearby table.
Do I dare explore more? A flickering light teases my curiosity. I carefully tread down the hallway. I feel something slick on the door jam and lift my hand to the light.
My hand creeps to the holster in my jacket to reach for my gun. I turn into the room and pull out my gun.
"Oh God, no!" I whisper…
"I dunno, sir. You see some pretty effed up things in this job but I've never seen anything like this before. Kate was first on the scene. She's over in the squad car. Looks like she's seen a ghost. But worse," Says my partner Jake.
Jake and the captain walk over to me and I look up from my trance.
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Unasked Questions
Ever love someone so much it hurt?
Ever know that it might not be the end?
Ever stop to think about how the world works?
Or just to stop and smell the roses?
The way life works is stupid
Doesn't seem right at all
It hurts and burns with the lows
And loves and flows with the highs
Everything seems possible
And impossible at the same moment
Ever think life is a game?
Ever take a gamble?
Running the risk of getting caught?
Or never running at all?
Thinking about life is getting you no-where
Knowing that consequence is a punishment for not taking that chance?
Can't that one giant change?
That enormous leap?
Discovering freedom through pain and suffering
Freedom through thought and love
Seeing it as it seems
Is it worth the stress we put upon ourselves?
Is it worth the tears we shed?
Do you find yourself lost in thought?
Of things that have never been?
Lost in translation
Wondering souls
Looking for love
Looking for adventure
Is it worth all the pain?
Is it worth all the work?
Can it be the
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Hold you in my arms
I can't wait to have you
Hold you in my arms
The time apart is killing me
Cutting me deep in my soul
Your the only cure
The medicine to make me well
If I never have you
My life would be hell
To see myself in your eyes
To have you stare back
Not through a camera
But face to face
Feeling your prensences around me
Makes me feel well
I feel complete, whole and together
Never ever alone
Wanting you near
The time edges closer
To have you near me
To hold you in my arms
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31 10 2005
Hiding in that unknown corner
Silently staring into the light
My eyes bleeding salty blood
Tears of sorrow, saddness and pain
Huddled together with my fears
Clothes covers skin warn and scared
The past leaves it's mark
Pale, thin lines down my arms
And the fake smile on my face, masks my pains
Sipping liquid love
Liqiud hate
I drip mine from my wrist
Tracing lines drawn before
I'm hiding away
Don't look at me
I don't wanna be seen
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The Pill
Provde the pill
Provde the thrill
Making life seem less destructive
Along for the ride
Side by side
Killing me softly
In a nutshell
Swallow the pill
Killing me slowly
Tearing me apart
Fall to the ground
The pill is playing
My heartstrings like a guitar
Dead now
I always wanted it
Now I have
I am at peace
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All In My Head
Monters haunt my dreams
Walking paths through my mind
Tossing and turning
Kicking and screaming
Starting to wake
Starting to live
Starting to die
Going thought life
Playing it by ear
Pain pierces my skin
As the needles pokes a hole into my arm
Falling asleep
Nightmares starting up again
Tossing and turning
Kicking and screaming
Every cell in my body
Slowly move
Lying in bed
Sweaty marks on the pillow
Music playing in the background
Monsters playing evil games
In my head
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Favourite genre of music: Punk
Operating System: Computer of some sort
MP3 player of choice: SanDisk Sansa
Wallpaper of choice: Punk Rocks
Favourite cartoon character: Witchblade (comic book)
Personal Quote: He was like that when I got here! 'Onest!
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Hey kittens! Ok, so the last time I updated was when I was 15, nearly 16. And now I'm 16, nearly 17... I need to update more often... It can't be helped. Anyway, how are you all?



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Varchld Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2009
Hey you.
silverpaw98 Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2007
thanks for the fav :3
silverpaw98 Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2007
Hey you thanks for the watch :3
Vangar Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hey there.
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